Friday, October 10, 2008
i think i did well in my finals.. :) hindi rin naman ako makaka dl kahit na mataas ang grades. English 10 kc e. as if mataas ang grades.haha okay lang :D
T3 is suppose to have this block outing to EK. surprisingly, no one's up to lend their cars for the trip. haha. hindi kc ako kasama... haha jk. anyway, block rep just decided to have a block lunch today, saisaki at annapolis. my mom actually permitted me to go. the problem is it was too soon and i didn't know who has a car that i can ride with. so yun..tinamad tuloy ako.. hehe
been watching House season2. borrowed it from chaz. season 2 and 3. galing ni Hugh Laurie. haha though sometimes i just don't get his character's sarcasm.hehe
nagtatampo nga pala si Al sakin. forgot to greet him a happy birthday last monday. coz he knows his name is written on my organizer. FO na daw.haha. he's going to look for another seatmate, he said. no!!! haha. coz i don't want ***** as my seatmate.hehe
i'm just so thankful that i was able to survive one semester in ateneo. i never thought i'll have high(mataas na sakin kahit may C+ hehe) grades in this university. i learned new things din when i got in. first thing i noticed was that marami palang nakasalo ng grasya ng Panginoon nung naghulog Siya ng Beauty and Brains ng sabay, boys and girls alike. i thought those that were blessed with both were the "chosen ones" hahaha. silly me. i learned so many things like how to commute alone (shockingly, yes. i started commuting alone via lrt to ateneo when first day of school started.), to further humbling myself because there are just so many people out there who are unexpectedly better than me(haha yabang). well, i hope that come second semester, i'll continue to learn more things, have higher grades (to make them happy.), and have more faith in God on how my future will turn about.
i'm currently praying for the next Nat.Sci. and PE i'm going to get for next semester.so pls pray for me too, to choose the right one:)
Labels: experiences, thoughts
3:13 PM
Thursday, September 4, 2008
confused and depressed.
i'm not really sure now if ateneo is for me.
i wanted accounting before as a course, at la salle. but when i found out i got accepted at management engineering, i didn't hesitate to grab the chance. but now i don't know anymore if this was the right choice.
first of all, im very proud of my batchmates who are dean's listers in their first term at dlsu . GC kasi ako, kaya syempre gusto ko rin mag dl. but it's too difficult for me to be one. don't get me wrong, i love ateneo. hindi lang talaga ako nageexcel and i hate the feeling. siguro kasi nasanay ako na parating honor sa high school tapos ngayon average student lang.
now one of my blockmates is "angry" at me. and im not even sure why! i said sorry. extrovert kasi siya, makwento, so i just kept quiet the whole time i was with them. i didn't know what to do kasi siya yung parating nagsasalita and hindi niya ko sinasama sa usapan. it hurts me, of course, because i have considered him as a friend already. sila na lang nga yung kasa-kasama ko tapos ganyan pa mangyayari. i really don't know what to do: either pester him with apologies or give him time to think and maybe he'll just forgive me.
i don't know if i have made the right decision to enroll at ateneo. siguro pag la salle ako, kasama ko si annica and i would probably be a dean's lister, which would be a better choice than feeling this way right now because someone is mad at you.
i keep on telling myself, kaya mo yan, if they can do it, then so can you. but as all encouragements go, it's easier to say it than really do it.
Labels: thoughts
4:32 PM
Thursday, August 28, 2008
these are some of the quotes i have encountered before. i don't know why but i never forgot them word per word.
No one can make you feel inferior without your permission.
Its the strive of internal self-improvement that leads to a sort of glow. Knowing you have done something special fo no other reason but "because".
Do not follow where the path may lead. Go instead where there is no path and leave a trail.
8:04 PM
Friday, January 25, 2008
i told myself i'm not going to use the internet for 1week (personal reason...). but apparently i just can't help it...
this school week has been incredibly full of "free time". but friday has come(which is today), with so uncool arm cramps. seriously, i have arm "aches" because of the handmime practice from morning until afternoon today. we started practicing for this presentation last january, i think, 4. with only thursdays, and some tuesdays,to practice. cram.... we finalized the whole song just yesterday. so, wow, you can just imagine how "intense" our practices were yesterday and today. sigh..... we performed "stephenian victory", btw.
well, the good news is we escaped some of the quizzes from english and (especially) science. for the po kho are kwo wun and tsong hap.
ang daming gumugulo sa isip ko ngayon. nagsisimula na naman akong mastress!!! haaay.... but i still find peace. and that's what i'm really thankful for right now.
btw, i wanted to share to you that God has just answered my prayer, but not in the way i expected it to be. because the way He answered it was really kind of funny. just wanted to share how God can really answer your prayers. and He can be really funny sometimes. hehe
Labels: thoughts
9:33 PM
Friday, January 18, 2008
college....
who knew preparing for college would be so hard?? well, i didn't...
i passed DLSU, ADMU, and UP. accounting, management engineering and "degree program with available slots", respectively. i really want to study at ADMU. but something's stopping me. and i don't know what!
rubiks cube!!! i now know how to solve one! whoohoo! gwyneth and jamie taught me a while ago. christine helped but i can't understand her technique. thanks, you guys!
i ran out of tissue while at school. because of this stupid bloody nose! not literally bloody, but runny, rather. and now my upper lip is pretty sore because of the tissue's texture. how will i help effectively tomorrow at LOTM without going to the comfort room?? haha hope i feel better tomorrow.
insecurity...as in very GC...
as far as i can remember, this is my second time to feel very insecure, because of my grades!!! napaka GC nga naman talaga oh...haha kasi naman 2 points taas nya sakin sa gen ave, while before, hindi siya nag-eexcel that much. i should be happy for h** right? because a friend should be happy for a friend. it's God's will, for h** to have a higher grade. i know, i know..
atleast i know how to solve a rubiks cube now, right? hahaha
Labels: thoughts
9:11 PM
Thursday, January 17, 2008
just realized the fact that i'm already in 4th year(weird nuh? ngayon ko lang nafeefeel...).two months to go and we're all in a new chapter of our lives, my batchmates and i.
half a year! i didn't update my blog for half a year. well, that isn't a shock. i'm just not used to opening the computer everyday and type in what happened to me. i'd rather sleep than type.(due to headaches if i lack sleep)
i decided to change my whole page(as you can see i lost all my page elements). this pyzam template i chose(cute nuh? hehe fave color ko kasi violet eh.:P), when you save it, it deletes every page element you have. the heck. anyway, i'll just update it next time.(sorry for those na nawala sa links ng blogs nila... kay berns and char pa lang nalalagay ko,try try lang)
my new year's resolution:(it's not too late to make one, isn't it?)
TO UPDATE MY BLOG AS OFTEN AS POSSIBLE.
hope i'll stick to this for the whole year!
Labels: experiences, posts, thoughts
9:08 PM
Saturday, February 17, 2007
someone sent me this email message and i just feel to share this to you because it's also what i believe in...
"I feel in my heart that it is time to address this phenomenon. As a Christian I honestly do not take kindly in mail that sort of obligates you to forward it, especially emails regarding our Lord Jesus.
First of all, there is no such thing as a wish; there is only faith that is knowing beyond a shadow of a doubt that God will never forsake you in anything, and that He will always provide for his children.
The whole "make a wish and then send to 7, etc.. People and a miracle will happen tomorrow", etc.., is all nonsense, for the word says: Ask anything in my name and it will be given.
Seek first the Kingdom of God and all things will be given.
I am your God; I will strengthen you and help you.
If God gave his only son Jesus Christ to die for us, what makes you think he will not add things to you and your life?
Secondly I think these mails mean to make us not believe in the promises of God, but it makes us believe in superstition, which is not from our Lord.
Superstition is nothing but witchcraft, because then you believe in powers of wishes and things, and not in the almighty power of God.
The word of God says: My people are going astray, because of lack of knowledge. Do not mess with the spiritual realm; if you do not understand it, you bring curses upon yourself. Do you honestly believe that in making wishes and not forwarding stuff someone can die, and phones can ring?
Thirdly, it tries to put you on a guilt trip. Those of us who know Jesus Christ, would also know that he is a gentle person, he would not force anyone to follow him, he simply knocks, and asks, the choice is still yours.
Now please don't get me wrong, I don't mind prayer chains and mails that you earnestly feel would bless someone, but these mails that leave the impression that our God is an old grumpy man upstairs that only looks for our mistakes and how he can punish us is not right. We know what a loving Father God is.
And after all, if you have accurate Bible knowledge, and if you are a spiritual person, you would know what mail to bless someone with; forcing Jesus upon people is wrong, for He himself does not do that, so please stop offending his precious name.
Rather let people know what a great friend he is and how loving he his.
Stop sending lies about Jesus Christ, and his father, stop believing in wishes, and then believe that you did the right thing and that God would take kindly to that.
Send prayer because you want someone to be blessed through it, don't tell them that if they don't, something bad will happen to them, that they will go to hell, etc. Putting some one on a guilt trip will certainly not lead them any closer to Jesus Christ or God.
God is Love, nothing but the purest form of love.
If you don't, then continue to send these e-mails, but keep in mind what you believe in you will receive, so if you believe in falseness and lies, then that is what will be in your life. Even non-Christians believe in something, most call it positive thinking. Think about it!
You shall know the truth and the truth shall set you free! (John 8:32)"
Labels: Bible verses, thoughts
6:57 PM
Wednesday, February 7, 2007
i learned so many things today, especially from Pastor Jebo Banzuelo. here are some of his quotes gotten from different people and books:
"Failure is an event , never a person;
an attitude, not an outcome;
a temporary inconvenience;
a stepping stone.
Our response to it determines just how helpful it can be."
"Failure inside God's will is success;
success outside God's will is failure."
"Its is not what happens to you that determine how far you go in life;
it is what you do with what happens to you."
and my favorite:
"You are the way you are to be, because that's the way you want to be.
If you want to be really different, you would be in the process of changing right now."
Philippians 3:12
I don't mean to say that I have already achieved these things or that I have already reached perfection! But I keep working toward that day when I will finally be all that Christ Jesus saved me for and wants me to be.
Colossians 3:17
And whatever you do or say, let it be as a representative of the Lord Jesus, all the while giving thanks through him to God the Father.
Labels: Bible verses, quotes, thoughts
8:36 PM
Saturday, January 6, 2007
my 1st entry!!! soooo excited!! neology of a lass...
neology... i don't know why i choose this word. neology means a newly invented word or phrase. it came to my mind that as i grow older, i encounter so much things in life, and with this comes more responsibilities. in our time today, it's really hard to communicate with those whom are much older than us (well in my case, its the parents and aunts). and simply because of neology and time.
lass...it was originally petticoat but i figured lass would be much better. lass is a girl right? anyway, i thought it would sound unique. "neology of a lass" don't you agree?
neology of a lass... it is simply about my thoughts, experiences and life. i am hoping for more blog entries to post despite of my busy schedule, and besides, it is a new year and i just have to make a blog that is more mature. :D
Labels: thoughts
1:30 PM
Dianne. 19. Philippine-raised Chinese. Dog lover. TV series and movie addict. Bookworm. Most of all, God-fearing.
