three weeks from now, i'll be flying to japan. and oh the pressure. people at home expects me to be really careful there. knowing that i'm the clumsy one makes them really worried about me living alone. hindi matapos tapos ung mga bilin about do's and dont's.  i'm over-protected, what can i say.

on my part, i'm actually both excited and scared.  excited that it'll be a totally new experience for me.  and scared of actually depending only on myself (even if there'll be 9 other ateneans going there), but for the most part, of the dont's they tell me.  they think of all the worst case scenarios that scares me and makes me think of the what ifs na rin. and to say that my flight will be on a date the Americans have a phobia of, i think. hahaha.  but fyi, i'm not scared to the extent that i don't want to leave anymore. i'm just scared that if something bad happens to me, my parents and aunts will surely make me go home. and i have no choice but to say goodbye to an unfinished jta experience.

but above these, u have faith in God, of what His will is for me. :)

btw, i finished watching He's Beautiful. and i would really like to watch it again when i'm free, which is not in the near future. haha.  

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